Small, frail, as yet untouched
by human hands; I see you.
You move, stretch and turn
Inside me, a secret connection
forms. I know you.
You arrive not so frail
and not so small.
Purple with rage,
you make your presence known.
There is not enough time
To grasp it all;
To hold time;
Not enough time
To make you understand.
You are my heart
Outside my body.
You'll never know
How much I love you;
No actions,
No time,
Nothing; can express
All my heart holds for you.
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Solitary Titan
He stands, a solitary Titan, on the precipice that is his life prepared to fight once more to survive. Scabbard drawn he steels himself for the worst, for life has not been kind. Enemies, from without and within, have pushed him to his breaking point, questioning all that he has held as truth. Heartache and loneliness have been all too familiar companions leaving little to fill the void within him.
Beneath his titanium plating beats a heart too wounded, too haunted by ghosts both of things done to and by him. Cruel actions he would like to take back, words said in harshness he would love to call home. To live with it all rekindled is too much to bear so he buries the phantoms within himself. Packed away they can't trigger the nightmares they threaten, but in the packing, has too much of his humanity been locked away as well? Has too much of his heart been bisected that true love cannot heal it?
He lives in darkness, wearing it as both a cloak and a shield because the light is too bright. There are no shadows to hide behind in the light of day, no places in which he can become lost. In the golden glint of the sun he stands vulnerable, all of who he was, is and will be bend and mold under the rays of light. They shift and bend revealing too many unknown possibilities until he shrinks back, waiting for the light to fade when he can breathe again.
Beneath his titanium plating beats a heart too wounded, too haunted by ghosts both of things done to and by him. Cruel actions he would like to take back, words said in harshness he would love to call home. To live with it all rekindled is too much to bear so he buries the phantoms within himself. Packed away they can't trigger the nightmares they threaten, but in the packing, has too much of his humanity been locked away as well? Has too much of his heart been bisected that true love cannot heal it?
He lives in darkness, wearing it as both a cloak and a shield because the light is too bright. There are no shadows to hide behind in the light of day, no places in which he can become lost. In the golden glint of the sun he stands vulnerable, all of who he was, is and will be bend and mold under the rays of light. They shift and bend revealing too many unknown possibilities until he shrinks back, waiting for the light to fade when he can breathe again.
An Entwined Fairy Tale
Eric Prince pulled his shiny black mustang into the garage after a grueling day at the office. He slid out of the leather seat, loosening his tie as he shut the door and walked toward the mud room entrance to the house. The smell of smoke greeted him as he opened the door and fear gripped him. He dropped his coat and sprinted through the corridor that connected the garage to the rest of the house. An overwhelming heat assailed him as he entered the kitchen already thick with smoke.
He ran back to the garage for the extinguisher he’d placed near the work sink. Once there, he yanked off his dress shirt, called 911 and gave them his address while dousing a shop cloth with water. Ignoring the admonition to wait for help, he closed his phone, grabbed the extinguisher and rushed back into the house. He stopped at the end of the corridor to tie the damp cloth across his face, before he brought the extinguisher forward and began to fight the flaming dragon of the inferno that was devouring his kitchen.
Inching his way forward, he yelled his wife’s name, praying to hear her call back, but his only answer was the roar of the flames as they threatened to overtake him. He’d made it halfway through the kitchen, when the dragon sprouted a second head and blocked his exit, forcing him to fall back.
He yelled for Stephanie again as tears ran down his face and his lungs began to burn from the smoke and heat. When he again heard no answer, he abandoned his current route, to run back to the corridor and then out into the night. He gulped in the cool night air as he ran for the front porch, praying that the fire hadn’t made its way to the stairs in the foyer.
Cursing his shaking hands, Eric fumbled to open the door’s locks. He half fell into the house as the door sprang free. Seeing that the flames were beginning to lick at the foot of the stairs, he ran, hoping to beat them. He started up and fell as the stair’s runner tripped him like brambles. He caught himself and sprinted to the second floor. The smoke brought him to his knees just as he made it to their bedroom.
“Stephanie!” He called again to his sleeping wife as he crawled toward the bed. Again she didn’t answer and terror gripped him. He gulped air into his lungs then sprung to his feet, wrenching her limp body from the covers. He ran for the library on the other side of the house knowing there was a window that opened out over the roof of the portico.
He made the window panting, his lungs burning from the heat and exertion. He forced it open and pulled his wife out onto the roof. His foot slipped as he pulled her free of the windowsill and they fell, skidding toward the roof’s edge. He managed to catch the guttering to slow their fall, but it gave way, swinging them into the porch’s railing below. Eric felt his ribs crack as he hit the railing, but he managed to buffer Stephanie from the blow, and ease them both to the ground.
He looked down at his unconscious wife, her face awash in the moon’s glow. She appeared to just be sleeping, but he was terrified he’d lost her. He cradled her head with one hand and cupped her chin with the other before bringing his lips to hers, forcing air into her lungs. He felt her stir just as the fire engines pulled up, bathing them in the glow of yellow and red lights. Relief washed over him as her eyes fluttered open and she whispered his name. He pulled her close, reveling in the knowledge that they could face another day together.
He ran back to the garage for the extinguisher he’d placed near the work sink. Once there, he yanked off his dress shirt, called 911 and gave them his address while dousing a shop cloth with water. Ignoring the admonition to wait for help, he closed his phone, grabbed the extinguisher and rushed back into the house. He stopped at the end of the corridor to tie the damp cloth across his face, before he brought the extinguisher forward and began to fight the flaming dragon of the inferno that was devouring his kitchen.
Inching his way forward, he yelled his wife’s name, praying to hear her call back, but his only answer was the roar of the flames as they threatened to overtake him. He’d made it halfway through the kitchen, when the dragon sprouted a second head and blocked his exit, forcing him to fall back.
He yelled for Stephanie again as tears ran down his face and his lungs began to burn from the smoke and heat. When he again heard no answer, he abandoned his current route, to run back to the corridor and then out into the night. He gulped in the cool night air as he ran for the front porch, praying that the fire hadn’t made its way to the stairs in the foyer.
Cursing his shaking hands, Eric fumbled to open the door’s locks. He half fell into the house as the door sprang free. Seeing that the flames were beginning to lick at the foot of the stairs, he ran, hoping to beat them. He started up and fell as the stair’s runner tripped him like brambles. He caught himself and sprinted to the second floor. The smoke brought him to his knees just as he made it to their bedroom.
“Stephanie!” He called again to his sleeping wife as he crawled toward the bed. Again she didn’t answer and terror gripped him. He gulped air into his lungs then sprung to his feet, wrenching her limp body from the covers. He ran for the library on the other side of the house knowing there was a window that opened out over the roof of the portico.
He made the window panting, his lungs burning from the heat and exertion. He forced it open and pulled his wife out onto the roof. His foot slipped as he pulled her free of the windowsill and they fell, skidding toward the roof’s edge. He managed to catch the guttering to slow their fall, but it gave way, swinging them into the porch’s railing below. Eric felt his ribs crack as he hit the railing, but he managed to buffer Stephanie from the blow, and ease them both to the ground.
He looked down at his unconscious wife, her face awash in the moon’s glow. She appeared to just be sleeping, but he was terrified he’d lost her. He cradled her head with one hand and cupped her chin with the other before bringing his lips to hers, forcing air into her lungs. He felt her stir just as the fire engines pulled up, bathing them in the glow of yellow and red lights. Relief washed over him as her eyes fluttered open and she whispered his name. He pulled her close, reveling in the knowledge that they could face another day together.
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